This note
contains everything you only rarely think about except when
someone brings something up. In fact, it is about all
the areas where your heedless complacency is destroying your
future.
This note is about all the important
things you are hoping are not really important.
This note is about all the things
that will make or break your future, but which you never bring
up or seriously think about.
This note is about your most powerful
hidden desires you are afraid to discover in yourself because
they would have too much energy when you want to live in a
low energy state of stupid daydreaming and routine activities
as a flat, boring person.
This note is about how you want
magic in your life but avoid the energy of
magic, because you are flat and live in low energy.
This note is about the fact that
you are only willing to experience intense energy in sex but
nowhere else, which causes you to lose energy through sex rather
than having sex increase your energy in other significant areas
such as exploring the Unknown.
This note is about your energy
opportunities you stubbornly ignore as if they are some threat
to your stupid crap rather than a way for you to reach higher,
better and freer life.
This note is about
your utterly stupid refusal to develop important lines of higher
effort and experiencing. You should learn to register
what a fool you
usually are.
This note is about your almost
constant neglect of the magical side of your life and Being,
which keeps you in the state of an asshole.
This note is about the urgent need
for you to wake-up to the way you are drifting stupidly in
a state of cultivating nothing but superficial activities and
social connections.
This note is about the way you
prevent notes from actually helping
you wake-up and get yourself on a higher path.
This note is about how you refuse
to take a real look at the self-defensive stupid asshole you
still remain in spite of all the great teachings you have heard
here and elsewhere.
This note is about how you need
to wake-up to something terribly important for your way of
life.
This note is about your refusal
to listen to the full truth of your refusal to listen.
This note is about the incredible
dullness and futility with which you approach your higher and
better opportunities.
This note is
about your almost total blindness and lack of alert feeling
toward the magical energies and entities that surround you
day and night. And to make matters worse, you claim
to be “interested” in
such things. In fact, you will even read books about
such things, but refuse to develop actual perceptions. How
do you explain this “interest” and book-reading
of yours?
This note wonders why you bother
coming here at all in the light of your persistent refusal
to do anything real about anything.
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