This note is about learning through feeling and awareness as
opposed to mere reading of books, going through external experiences
or being instructed by socially self-important New Age or traditional
teachers.
This note
is about how without real feeling or real awareness you try
to commit to memory some sort of rules about what to do or
not to do, what to think or not to think. Do you see
that you try to build-up rules in your head about what you
are to be prepared to do or think or respond if this or that
happens? You imagine you can be real and adequate for
this or that challenge, confrontation, crisis or crossroads
of decision. You imagine that pre-planned actions or
ideas will cover everything. But do
they? Would it not be better to cultivate
feeling and awareness so that your responses will be from a
real center in yourself without need of rules or mental rehearsal?
Do not read the next note if
you do not agree with this.
What do you feel in
this note?
Do you understand that what and where you feel has
nothing to do with an emotional reaction?
Are you having any emotional,
psychological reaction or neurotic mental condition about
learning to extend your feeling or inner sense? Try
to be very clear about the learning challenge here before
you read the next note.
Are you aware that real learning
is more in the field of feeling or inner
awareness? Are you getting the inner sense
of all this? Do you see how mere reading and building-up cognitive
patterns in your brain tends to build an actual barrier to
learning through awareness?
This note is either something in
your awareness, your inner feeling, or it is a set of words
that your brain evaluates as to their relevance to your brain.
Your brain is your instrument
of rational materialism. It is the way you keep yourself
spiritually dead as well as confused about the field of inner
feeling or awareness. Your brain is
your inability to genuinely and constantly understand what
all this is really about.
Before you go on to the next note,
ask yourself what is most strange in your present surrounding
that is neither indoors nor outside nor in the middle between
them.
This note
will never be what your wordy, babbling brain thinks it is. All
you have to do is see this.
This note is already finished,
but the Spirit of it will linger in your atmosphere for quite
awhile longer than you will know.
This note is an impossible thing.
And this is yet another impossible thing.
The subtle character of this note
is more than merely elusive. You better keep a watchful eye
as to what this is unleashing in your surroundings.
Good luck on the next Note Session!
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