Take Note of Something Different
 
Year Four
SESSION THIRTY-SEVEN

A sudden cessation of what you are actually doing with this Note would do you a lot of good that cannot be described or explained to you.


Any requirement you have about what this Note should do for you is a fucking joke.  In fact, any requirement you are building up about what this Note should definitely not do to you is even more of a fucking joke, so you might as well let this Note do what it is doing to you even if you are getting a little nervous or inadequate about it.


Notes do not do for or to their readers what any reader or non-reader tries to claim.  Both readers and non-readers are usually stupid, conceited morons without a real clue about anything whatsoever, let alone Notes.  Try to grasp this and let go of your self-image as a reader of Notes. 


Do not even begin to imagine that you are on the verge of real comprehension of how Notes really work.  That secret knowledge is beyond the Known Universe of any particular consciousness on any particular planet, let alone the insanely stupid Earth-planet where Notes appear to be originating, though there is no real proof of that or the true identity of either the Notes Author or Chang Kwo Lao.


Do you suppose the Energetic Unknown could Itself write a Note if It chose to?  I am not even sure that it was I who wrote this Note, come to think of it, so why would you pretend to be sure about it?  Maybe you are afraid of how far out all this really gets.  Is that your real problem about all this?  Or maybe you would like all this to go “more far out” when actually it already is more far out.  What is it you are refusing to look at here?