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If
you have read and understood Krishnamurti, you have realized that
the most crucial thing for you is your own actual state, your own
awakening, your own unfolding of directly experiential heightened
awareness. Therefore, we are not interested in adding
more book knowledge to your already accumulated book knowledge
or the various interpretations you have built on top of it all. We are only interested in helping you
awaken the necessary transformation of your being, your consciousness
and actual living. In
alchemical terms, you do not need to add more and different kinds
of lead to your lead, but rather you need to turn your lead into
gold. This is a transmutation,
not an addition. This
very article is not here for you to decide whether it is “true” or “false”,
to be agreed with or disagreed with on the basis of your present
knowledge and judgment. This
article is here to change your entire orientation about knowledge
and self-transformation. Your orientation, your sense of direction
as to your spirituality, your development and your life is to change
without merely reaching an intellectual conclusion about all this
in your brain. Let’s
take a fresh look at how your consciousness is heavily affected
by the quality of elements and energies at work in your body through
the cognitive neurosystem. In
the West, we all face this problem of what we eat and drink. The
debilitating habits are there from smoking, alcohol, coffee, tea,
red meat, starches and all the rest of it. A
fresh, clear awakening to the problem of the habits and conditioning
of our physical body should tell us that there can be no rigid
rule for you in matters of food and drink. It
is not that you should go on an absolute fast or go thirsty as
the Amer-Indians used to do on a Vision
Quest. Forceful idealistic
action against any normal function will only tend to create a revenge
of binge from within the physical subconsciousness,
or if it cannot get that, it will create unhealthy aberrations
or delusions of grandeur in the consciousness. So
there will have to be some eating and drinking, yet the qualities
and amounts can be changed without generating difficult reactions. So
the perfectly intelligent thing to do is to reduce intake and move
into greater purity, becoming more aware of actual results in your
ensuing states of mind. This
is not forceful, ambitious and idealistic effort; but rather it
is action natural to greater awareness. You
are neither battling with a bodily habit nor are you stupidly,
dully going along with it as usual in complacent stagnation. New,
better action and behavior flow from new, higher awakening. It is no longer a choice of discipline
or anti-discipline, of asceticism or blind, compulsive indulgence. Your usual on-again off-again struggle
becomes itself transmuted into a more conscious and real approach. Everything depends on being more awake
to what is really going on as your own direct experiencing of greater
truth. If
you have understood all this so far, you are now more
clear about the crucial learning areas in your life and
consciousness, whether it be about smoking, diet, sexuality, conflictatory relationships
or threats of excessive and oppressive government regulations. There
is also a direct inner guidance available possible in heightened
awareness which goes entirely beyond the exclusive traditional
authorities as well as the phony composite New Age teachers. To
help one receive the genuine inner guidance, it is useful to question
interactive wisdom oracles, answers coming that are not bog standard,
but lateral, discontinuous and creatively provocative. By
extensive questioning with keenness and depth, the right oracles
tune-up your inner intuition; important wisdoms and insights seep
in and become your own, which is an inner learning process entirely
beyond merely reading books and accumulating linear knowledge. There
are Divine People on much higher levels of Awareness, Bliss and
Power than Krishnamurti, but to meet such Beings and hear their
greater thinking and understanding is not easy for you to arrange. You
need more than a Krishnamurti understanding to get to a Divine
Teacher, but you must not have less than a Krishnamurti understanding. Krishnamurti is a springboard, which you
do not cling to or merely stand on endlessly, but from which you
spring, leap and dive into something much higher, deeper and greater. Are
you watching your reaction to all this? You
know, when a person receives a new and better principle for higher
being and living, he or she will always have an interesting new
reaction or feeling from it. This
reaction, this feeling, is always rather vague at first. One
senses something important starting to emerge in one’s consciousness. If
one sticks with it and follows through with further exploration
and questioning, a clear recognition grows. One
may not know exactly what is happening, but one knows it is important,
that one needs to keep returning to it to get stronger within oneself
about it. If
you are beginning to sense where this new orientation can take
you beyond the usual accumulation of mere book knowledge and brainy
opinion-making, you will begin to see how any intensely direct
personal experience, even sexual, opens
a magic gateway in your being if you are alert to go through it. Your
problem in life so far in spite of your books, interpretations
and explanations is that you have tended to remain dull, distracted
and unalert even in your most personally intense experiences, which
has reduced their intensity and significance. Do you see this? Your knowledge and brain-centered approach
have been shutting you out of your real life and development. This is an absolutely crucial issue for
you. Rajneesh, in spite of his grandiose
vanity and obvious character defects, understood this crucial issue
very well. That is
why he paradoxically produced five volumes of commentaries (The
Book of the Secrets) on the 112 techniques of Direct Experiencing
given by Shiva to Parvati in the Vijnana Bhairava Sutras. Think
of it: five books
on going beyond books 112 different ways! This is why you must learn to refuse to
obey your usual head-trips about all this. The
great realizations happen beyond your head-trips, beyond your brain’s
knowledge-gathering and social self-importance. There are at least 112 ways to release
yourself from the prison of your material brain. To
silence your brain, which is its Spiritual Materialism (as Chögyam
Trungpa calls it), is not so easy, but it is imperative for your
liberation and spiritual progress. The
average seeker thinks that indulging in all sorts of doubts and
intellectual skepticism is the way to freedom and personal power,
but the truth is that such a seeker is the farthest thing imaginable
from being a spiritual being. His or her puny little brain-intellect
may try to make him or her into a Monster-of-Magick or
an Ascetic-Yogi-Saint, but in either case nothing of any real consequence
is going to happen. The
noisy, egocentric brain is nothing but the way you are clinging
to your habits, to your habitual patterns of reaction and behavior. It
only serves to keep your Real Self of Spirit dissolved and darkened
into your physiological everyday human ego through involving you
in subhuman dullness and daydreaming in unawareness of your real
and subtle surroundings where all the true life and magic are. When
this is happening through your brain-centered complacent drifting
and superficial activity you lose all capacity for spontaneous
action and genuine delight. As a result of this self-defensive rigidity,
you become virtually schizophrenic and unwilling to relate to anyone
or anything that might possibly give you even the slightest pain,
discomfort or sense of personal inadequacy. Your “spiritual
studies” then become part of your self-protection system,
your self-defense mechanism. Your
brain-self tries to use spiritual teachings to protect itself from
the truth of itself. It
remains noisy, petty and self-enclosed “all-in-the-Name-of”,
as it were. Do you
see this? Do you see
it to the point of silencing the brain? Krishnamurti,
Chögyam Trungpa, Rajneesh and Juan Matus all pointed this
out, each in their own way. In
an old Hindu Vedanta classic, the Tripura Rahasya, several ancient yogis and sages were having
an argument with each other about who had the ultimately best spiritual
teachings and techniques for all. They
had a big conference where they tried to debate one another to
a final dominant conclusion and authority. Ultimately
they became exhausted and entered into a mind-boggled silence of
all their brain-egos. In
this shared inner silence, the Goddess, Tripura Sundari,
the Shakti,
the One
Great Power, spoke telepathically to all of them at once
that silence-of-the-brain-self is
itself the highest teaching, the greatest technique! You
read Krishnamurti and other teachers because you need the ultimately
correct spiritual orientation of your being. Is
this not so? The correct
spiritual orientation I am now going to tell you, for this is what
makes me World Teacher at this time on the Earth! The
correct spiritual orientation is for you to directly experience
and know the mystery of the Supreme Self of Oneness. The
Supreme Self of Oneness is within you. That Being within you is everywhere in everything and everyone at
all times. That
Being is Samarasa, Homogenous Essence, and total freedom, total
bliss, total empathetic love and compassion. That
state is not an ultimate object that is going to roll out of some
ultimate bag for your brain-self to grab onto and brag about. Your usual brainy efforts and interpretations
about all this are therefore just more karmicly egocentric
deliberation and struggle. Such
causal involvements in “spiritual” study and struggle
or ambition only keep you a prisoner of the unreal world of physical
humanity. Your right decision is therefore to rise
into heightened awareness beyond your usual inner brain chatter. In this Great Position (MahaMudra)
of the silent brain, all your usual concerns, decisions and struggles
drop away like when a jet plane takes off and you can look down
on the checkered landscape of obvious emptiness and futility of
ignorant humanity. And what a stupendous Cosmic Adventure
awaits you in all this! When
your finite causal ego game stops, your infinite supracausal game
can be endlessly explored with Luminous Light of the Directly Real. Then you no longer need the Krishnamurti
springboard or any other. It
is like the ultimate breath of fresh air, literally. You
stop suffocating in your spiritually dead life of brain-centered “spirituality”. |