Have you not wondered often in your mental
background why it is so difficult to get into higher states
of consciousness and sustain them? Well, you have not
wondered enough! Nor have you wondered in the form
of significant research or right practical spiritual exercises.
Before you go on to the next note,
ask yourself why you are still basically self-enclosed and
complacent about your individual evolution.
The quantum energy (Kundalini Shakti)
in the atoms of your body needs to grow greater and rise higher
if you want to expand your consciousness into other promising
and empowering dimensions of existence. You cannot afford
to forget or neglect your quantum energy problem. Your
stupid physical ego with its brain opinions, its asserting
and worrying, will not solve your basic physical deep energy
problem because it is part of the problem. See this for
real before the next note.
Because your quantum energy level is rather
flat, you are mentally dull and boring. You are too much
like everybody else in the society in which you live. When
are you going to be an energetically unique and interesting
real individual? Answer this to yourself before you go
into the next note.
How intense is the quantum energy field of your body when
you are trying to answer this question?
There is plenty of time right here in this note
for a new intensity in your body, your thinking and your life.
So make sure there is genuine new intensity going on
with you before you read the next note.
Do you call this your “genuine
new intensity”? What-the-fuck are you trying to
do?
O.K., let’s back up and have another
run at all this. Is there some reason why you do not want
to work all-out with this particular
Note? What kind of Note are
you willing to go all-out with greatest intensity about? Perhaps
you should just stare into a wall or tabletop and consider
all other objects irrelevant. But it is hard to imagine
that you would even bother to do something like that. Are
you not restless, nervous and distracted by just about everything?
Are you planning to have sex pretty soon? What
do you plan to do after you have
sex when your mind has to be back where it started, but with
a little less personal energy to work with? Picture, for instance,
that you just had fully satisfying sex fifteen minutes ago,
then see how this note looks in such
light. Do you really understand your personal action
and energy cycles?
This note is a food for
your thinking. Do you know
how to fully chew it, swallow it and digest it? Make
a real effort about this. Do not just sit there with
a dumb, lifeless look on your face. And, above all, do
not just rush uselessly into the next note.
There is nothing better there than what you can get right
here and now in this note.
There is a possible state of super-consciousness
within you, but it requires an intensity of super-energy in
your personal system. No Shiva (super-consciousness)
without Shakti (super-energy). No Hoom without Hreem.
Try to understand these things or your life will remain
undeveloped, fruitless and dull.
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