You might try playing mentally with this note
as a kind of cheerful experience that you allow to transport
your consciousness beyond your usual neurotic patterns of uptight
self-deceptive shit-egotism, but of course you have to make
up your own mind as to whether you want liberation here and
now or elsewhere and later.
If this note were going to give
you a surprising new state of consciousness, you would not
be reacting and struggling over it.
It does not matter if this note
is critical about your neurotic mental condition because you
can’t get out of it right now even if you try. Why
don’t
you just relax and accept your wretched mental state as somehow
necessary for you at this time?
The infinite population of the real universe
does not give a shit that you are stuck in your neurotic
little mind. Your uptight crap games with yourself
have no objective significance whatsoever. It doesn’t
even matter to anyone else whether you get anything out of this note.
You are truly isolated in your useless nonsense about
yourself. Only you can say why
you believe you have to do your usual bullshit about this note.
Fortunately for others, your rubbish here doesn’t
matter even slightly. Your neurotic mental state is of
zero meaning, just like the way you feel
about the mental state of an ugly little insect that might land
on this note when you are reading it. Your attitude is
so little,
so utterly without value, depth or real meaning. Even
your pathetic depressions over your lack of real intelligence
are just the useless thrashing of an assemblage point stuck
in the stupid normal position.
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