Whatever you get from this note
or the next note, you will always
have to face the emptiness between notes.
Do you see the whole of that emptiness or do you just gloss
over it in a rush to the next note?
This note is about the emptiness between all stimulations,
pleasures and work-efforts. This means human emptiness in
the psychological sense of it. It is that human
emptiness without a gap between you and your
emptiness. Just as winds blow in the outer emptiness, forces
of inner compulsion blow like inner winds in your psychological
emptiness, pushing you toward stimulation, pleasure-indulgence
or work-effort. The human emptiness cannot remain full for
very long before the emptiness and its compulsion force start
up a new attempt to fill itself with stimulation, fleeting
pleasure or a period of noble or necessary work-effort. It
is not easy to leave the emptiness empty for awhile. There
is at least another note coming to
help avoid the emptiness. Sartre’s insight
into human emptiness is perhaps worth a little exploring, as
are Krishnamurti’s meditations
on it.
What really happens when a human emptiness gets a temporary
stimulation from this question? Is
there not a basic emptiness in our intellectual activities
of reading, reflecting and thinking that cannot be filled or
covered- up? Do you not become like
a ghost haunting the note-session?
This note is about neither your
emptiness nor your rush to the next note. This note
is about timeless waiting to be unshakably happy someday in
some far-off future. The eternal waiting to be happy needs
to be more deeply understood in yourself. Do you know how to
understand it in yourself? Will you do it now? Or will you eternally wait to find out about your eternal waiting?
Do you find this psychological recursion significant? Can you
answer it?
This note is about your possible
reincarnation on a planet other than Earth if you are a human
on Earth right now. Endless extraterrestrial humanities are
quite worried that they might have to take rebirths of neurotic,
arrogant Earth-souls. Would you foist
yourself on a better world?
You do not distinguish your unconditional, pure and clear
awareness from your empirical cognitive faculty that reads,
writes, thinks and talks. You identify yourself with your cognitive
faculty in its reading of this very
note, thus negating the actual meaning of it. Your inability
to stop yourself from identifying with your cognitive faculty
is your self-ignorance preventing your self-awakening. You
are told this at this time because you need it now and
not later. If you want to follow-up on this important distinction,
study the Samkhya philosophy of India,
which is superior to the phenomenology philosophy
of Edmund Husserl who equates the
transcendental cognitive faculty beyond emotional mind and
physical body as one and the same with pure awareness rather
than a reflection of it. There are four levels
and not merely three. Of course most
modern materialistic brain-in-a-jar so-called “philosophers” find Husserl too transcendental and spiritual. Even the idea of a surviving mind beyond
the dead body of a deceased human being is considered “unscientific”. Before you read the next note, ask
yourself about your real awareness.
In Zen,
the distinction between unconditional pure awareness or Buddha-nature
and the cognitive Ego of conceptual thinking is symbolized
as the difference between “Host” and “Guest”, or between “Emperor” and “Minister”.
Hence, you can read this note in “Host-position” or “Guest-position”.
See what position you are in before you read the next note.
Since Zen and Samkhya are
similar in perspective, and since you yourself require
a self-awakening beyond your cognitive
faculty of logical and causal egotism, would it not be a good
idea for you to voluntarily stop all the useless crap you are
trying to do about this note?
Now, here is a new key to self-awakening: really want
it and stop pretending you want it!
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