This note is about you as a time-bound entity moving toward a projected future you alternately feel fear and hope about, which makes you believe you need to make causal efforts to avoid painful results and gain pleasurable results.  Please take a total look at your entire causal process of projection and effort before you go on to the next note.

Before you read the next note, can you be fully aware of the way your time-bound self of spiritual ambition, knowledge, methodology and practice can be ever projecting and making certain efforts for great spiritual achievement, perhaps including a big hope to bring about personal immortality and/or become a famous sought-after miracle-worker?  Can you fully face the full truth of spiritual egotism which cunningly plots and plans for itself in your physical brain as spiritual materialism?  Can you really look at all this swiftly and totally before going on to the next note?

Before you go on to the next note, you are invited to see how your time-bound causal ego has developed disappointments and frustrations or depressions about its evolutionary progress and higher development, which sometimes makes it pin its hopes on more ordinary fulfillments.  Can you look at your time-bound pursuits of higher and lower aims, which tend to provoke one another through results or lack of results as a basically self-deceptive approach to life?

Before you go on to the next note, can you see how your time-bound causal ego trip tries to utilize its accumulated knowledge and unusual experiences to either try to impress others or justify self-harming activities or habits you find hard to correct?  Can you see how your time-bound ego rationalizes its vanity and bad habits in order to avoid personal despair over lack of glorious progress in becoming miraculous?

Before you go on to the next note, can you be aware of how your time-bound causal ego resorts to asceticism or tantric sex orgies, fasting or drugs, silence or mantra, solitude or group ritual, seeking in confusion or clinging to a spiritual figure; thus hoping for a big breakthrough into a transcendental status through one or another of the one-sided kinds of extremism?

Before you go on to the next note, can you be aware of how your time-bound causal self tries to cultivate out-of-the-body experiences and the development of clairvoyance and healing powers in the hope that this will give you a big personal advancement and an emotional vanity of “helping others”?

Before you go on to the next note, can you be aware of how your time-bound causal self does not want its present physical life to be forgotten when it dies, which causes it to give consideration to writing a self-important occult autobiography to both attract others and gain pseudo-immortality through a book that is always reprinted?

Before you go on to the next note, can you see how your time-bound causal ego tries to believe it is “God” already or that it should repeat to itself that it is “God” in order to activate divine powers for itself which it could use as an obviously undivine causal ego?  Can you see how the causal ego absurdly tries to be “God” on the time-bound causal level of existence as a causal project some Hindu or American school of thought has been promoting for the ignorant?  Can you see how certain time-bound causal egos, which include Da Free John and Mother Meera, have tried to be self-claimed “avatars”?  Do you see how time-bound causal self can give itself a Messiah complex?

Before you go on to the next note, can you see how Dogen/Heidegger tried in two lifetimes to set up time-bound being as the ultimate state possible for a human being as if causal time-bound individuality is genuinely authentic being?

Before you go on to the next note, can you see the stupidity of any time-bound causal ego calling itself The Self (with a capital S) as if it is a divine, transcendental and non-dual awareness?

Before you go on to the next note, can you see directly with real awareness that your time-bound ego’s self-glorification, projections toward the future of itself and its efforts of self-advancement are just three kinds of veiling of real awareness?

Before you go on to the next note, can you see that real awareness of the truth of your time-bound threefold darkness of causal self is an awakening and not an achievement or realization?

Awakening beyond time-bound threefold ignorant causal egotism is fundamental to the teachings of Kashmir Shaivism, Zen Buddhism and J.Krishnamurti provided one does not lord any one of them dogmatically over the other two. Be clear and rightly resolved about all this before the next note.

This note session is a transmission of real awareness to potential real awareness beyond any causal reader or reading, which means that the next note session does not merely follow in time after this note session, for all note-sessions are co-present in real awareness.  The awakening of real awareness is all that matters here.

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