Take Note of Something Different
 
Year Four
SESSION THIRTY-NINE

Try to understand and accept that this is Notes and not The Sphere, even though there are some inadvertent overlaps in the kind of things you don’t want to have to understand.


This Note will never give you any personal attention whatsoever.  Do you have a problem with that?


You should think now of all the Unknown readers who are also being called you in this Note and ask yourself what it really means for you in your self-enclosed, neurotic little world that you imagine is objective in some way.


Where do you believe all this is really leading you?  Could it possibly be the same as for others?  Aren’t you uniquely ignorant?


Let us say in this Note that you really are special and unique in your particular pleasures, pains, anxieties, hopes and sheer self-enclosed human ignorance and error.  No one, for instance, is personally undeveloped, impure and undivine exactly the way you are.  Doesn’t that make you just prouder than shit?


Let us now take a much closer look at your particular way of handling a Note like this one.  Can you agree to this idea?  And is there any advantage you see in your particular way that you would like to claim?  Or is there a disadvantage worth complaining to God about?


What for you are the major issues in your mind around the way you in particular deal with all this?